Cervena Barva Press Announces a New Book
by Andrey Gritsman
FOR MY FATHER
After you’ve been gone,
I’ve been flying alone back and forth
above the waters and the continents.
Both of us: me here and you there
know too well that this is a waste of time
I may be flying, looking for you
for the rest of my life
or death, and still never see you.
Nothing can be undone,
and I can’t take it.
Nor I can take the fact
that every time I see my close ones, I know,
it may be the last time I see them.
Don’t worry about me. While I fly,
an angel in uniform attends me,
gives me some water and bread,
and smiles to me.
She takes care of me
until it’s time to get out,
get in line for the luggage
and then to disappear into crowd
which lives on the exhaust,
and canned expectations.
The latter is something
I live on myself, expectation
melting slowly into waiting
as I keep on flying
in the space given
for the time being.
Cover art: Natasha Gasteva | ISBN: 978-0-9844732-1-2 | 73 pages
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